i have to confront people and im so fucking terrified
being back here really sucks… i have to go back to my shitty job…. all the boys seemed to have already lost interest….. everything is too expensive and boring here…. i need to go away again
this post holiday blues is worse than i thought…. im going to start working really hard to save up money and go away again for a month or two so hopefully if im away that long i might actually miss perth a bit.
also i fucked a really hot swedish guy and he called me ariel
finally back from indo……. already planning to go back there for a month or longer…. nearly got robbed/kidnapped….. aaaand i sort of met someone…… idk whats going to happen now though ¯\_(ツ)_/¯